i keep trying to find my way ;
but all i know is i'm lost without you




LOVE navigates the world (:

loves god
loves shopping
loves food
loves her frens (:

i'm being loved ;

rachel
sajc
seventeen

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Monday, January 03, 2005

first day of skol was ok..in the morning, tsk was lyk so stressed!!haha..*breathe tsk!*went town after that.juz tok sum neos and all.nth much.i seriously haf a boring life..lol.tts y i nid sumone to add sum colours!!*calling for tt someone.plz appear..you are taking too long!!* went shopping..bought a pair of 3/4 pairs and blouse.haha

didnt koe tt jeremy reads my blog.really wonders how the world did he find it!!goodness..muz tell me during chruch k?(if you happen to read this tt is. i'm updating ok!!haha)

this is gonna be a chao saddist part.if you are in bad mood or you dun wana read sum dumb thots, dun move on.

i hate my life.
i hate s4.
i miss joel,
i really do.
he is in boarding skol!
i reprimand myself for not helping him.
i hate myself.
i feel tt i'm redundant.
totally extra.
totally uneeded.
i wana leave
leave this place
leave and start anew
i hate it wen everyone ard me has a guy and i dun
i hate it wen my phone is so quiet
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it
let me die.

(p.s) jeremy!!the next time you come, tag k??*smiles*

sweet nothings