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Friday, March 18, 2005
haiz
i guess we will nvr improve on our relationship
itz over
really over
we are lyk strangers now
it really pierces my heart wen we are lidt
i really wan sumthg to come out of it
i mean he is so nice
can see tt he's really the loyal kind that wont flirt n all
the friendster msg was rite
wen a girl cries, it is wen she cant take crying inside anythg
my heart is really broken
itz lyk secreting lykg him lidt
n i am the kind that cant secretly lyk ple
i wld tell ple tt i tell em
tts the mistake i made
i shd haf waited till after o's n mb thgs might be diff
shesh
i sure am dumb
very dumb i mean
really broken
duno wat to do
i mean we share cmon interest,in council too n all
he's kinda quiet,i'm noisy
he's doesnt realli take initative(i guess itz juz to me) and i do
i duno
we r kinda opp
n tts how it attracts wat
i duno wat la
juz guz i'm juz pure desperate
shesh manx
stop thkg!study!!
god didnt put us in his plan for me-
; with tonnes of love
