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Friday, March 18, 2005
haven been online for abt 4days coz my com crashed
shesh manx
those days were hard
o level year
seriously stressed la
i duno wat is going to happen to o's
really afraid i wont do well
everyone is going to be so unfamiliar to me
i dun feel lyk working
i'm tired
kinda had a small early birthday party yest
spend ltk 200 bucks la!
on food
oh my..
twice last yr's amt
nvm la..s4 le
leave sum fond memories
took sum photos yest.very nice!
i shd wear tt top more
haha
as expected, they didnt come yest
i mean i saw it coming
it was obvious wat he is trying to tell me
he is trying to tell me straight at the face tt he doesnt haf ANY feelings for me so i can go away
i get it
dun nid to show me anymore
brian came into my life for a nite
made me feel as if we had a hope of going back
n he left
so itz as good as not coming
i get the whole point
so now, i'm still not taken
dun thk i'll be in short-term unless he changes his mind
i seriously thk he's really nice
juz tt he lacks the initative part
but i believe wen he lyks a girl, tt wld come
haha
anw, guess i was kinda naive yest to thk tt brian wld haf came n tt he wld take into my life again
so back to square one!
the lonely, unattached me!
god didnt put us in his plan for me-
; with tonnes of love
