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Thursday, March 10, 2005
hmm..a very BAD day for me.
i seriously mean BAD.
i shdnt haf said that he was at the bowling alley,
i shd haf been firm n show this super fierce face so that they wldnt drag me
but seriously, karen is quite strong
she DRAGGED me manx.
went dere, made a fool of myself
wats worse is tt dere's 6 BOYS!
thk it was lyk this attention seeking thg.
sounds damn shit
no on will koe how bad it is unless you are dere!
it seriously suxs!
these are the thgs tt went wrong:
1. i made a total shit of myself (i bet those ple muz thk i'm sum lunatic with messy hair n ecentric attitude)
2. i'm a student councilor (in EXCO sumore..really wana get beating one)
3. i potrayed as if i was seriously despo to go meet a guy (dragged mind you)
4. i was in a bad state
5. i thk i juz totally made things worse btwn us
6. poor him,thk he was lyk eeerrr...
to you: i'm sry abt today.i really didnt mean it.i really hope time cld go back n even if i got dragged dere, i wld haf went in in a very nice way.i'm sry.i duno wat to say.not saying tt u're petty but i really cant bring myself to tok to you.i'm really embarrassed, ashamed, i duno wat else.nth can describe how i feel
thgs got worse wen my mum started nagging coz i returned home late.
wats more is...the cab fare fm balstier to orchard was $12+
i almost died
my wallet has officially no money now
den in the car to bishan,
my mum started going on abt studying hard n getting into a gd jc (they wan NJ)
den dey saw RJ..
i thk new target
shesh manx!
i wonder how i'm going to get out during the hols
it suxs
i hate being s4!
den she started scolding me n all
arhs..
today suxs lyk shit.first came you, den my mum.oh wdv..i shall juz screw my life.n you can juz walk out of my life now..if u dun dare,i shall walk out den urs den.i'm sry.i really am.
; with tonnes of love
