#entry
Sunday, April 24, 2005
decided to blog after abt close to 1mth!
haha
my life isnt very interesting now
nope
no new guy if tts wat u r thkg
haha
but seriously
itz so caught up with studying n all
i juz hate being s4 though i wld love to be 16
such an irony huh?
but well
chinese o's in close to 1mths time
mids in 2wks?
oh my tian
my new phrase
itz really oh my tian
sumtyms
i juz feel so alone
dere wasnt a *you to tell me itz ok
or to study with me
to wake me up n motivate me
to tell me sweet thgs
or to refrain me from getting fat by tellin me tt i shdnt
i really miss those tyms
but of course
this is not to ask you to come back or wat
haha
but seriously
i feel empty
i koe i shdnt coz i shd haf God in me
but really
i duno
life is so hectic that sumtyms i juz nid a physical self
finding guys to get close with to do the mandane is really diff
i duno
mb i'm really detestable
or really not the guys kind
but whatever tt is
i juz wish that
these studying days wld be over soon
but well
itz far from over...
; with tonnes of love
