#entry
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
exams over!
papers back!
oh no
my results are back
suxs like crap can
very disappointed with my ss and chem
i expected a 1 and i got lyk 4
crap
den now, i have to haf a 15
den add up my ca which is chao sux
i thk i can go die
arghs*
itz shit
how to apply dsa lidt?
oh no
i'm really worried
chinese o's coming
tts another rubbish
i'm chao scared
now i'm not as confident for chinese
and besides,
i'm chao slack now
very lazy and stuff
dun even wana study la
i wana shop!
arghs*
i wana die
esp after hearing abt joel n tina
and clever davidson tt is so flirting with my fren
i dun wana say anythg
i'm juz hurt
i wana date play boys
but i dun haf the qualities
and no play boy wan me oso
stupid frigging me
i seriously hate it
i'm getting fatter
why cant i friggling silm down?
i'm juz being such a big useless ball
say bye bye to dsa
say bye bye to boys
say bye bye to love
say bye bye to life
say bye bye to results
say bye bye to my future
say hi to fat body
say hi to bad charactered me
say hi to bad results
say hi to road sweeper
say hi so some pok jc
arghs
i'm really worried
i'm being sucha friggling idiot
aiyar
sometimes i realli wana draw near to God
but sometimes i really wish i nvr lived
i thk i'm mean to my fren
doubt i haf lyk chao good and long-lasting frens
thk i'm a friggling loner
lit on stage tmr
crap la
i'm mr alfieri
muz memorize my lines and be drama
oh no
be a man tmr!
haha
arghs*
i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate...
being s4!
being me!
my life!
myself!
myself!
myself!
my existence in the world
juz basically MYSELF
; with tonnes of love
