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Saturday, June 16, 2007
it just stuck me.
why are we always like that?
we drift away, "patch up", drift again and i attempt to "patch up" a few days later.
its wierd, like so totally!
we act like we dont koe each other
we pretend not to see each other
or simply ignore the presence.
itz just so awkward between us!
why?
i just want us to be friends,
just like before
those times wen we can laugh, talk and hang out.
is it that hard?
or is it me? or you? or us?
why do things always have to be like that?
its funny you koe..
we're just friends yet we behave like "budding couples" being shy and awkward all the time.
haha
what can i say but pray.
and hope things will be miraculously solved.
and whatever it is, i thk itz me.
itz always me and itz always my fault.
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God, if it is your will, that i have this way, please make things between all my kinda broken friendships. i dont have the time and brain cells to think about these things. i nid my As and i need it bad. i nid my scholarship Lord if it is your will. Help me, please help me. make things right. make things well, please. thank you lord.
in Jesus name i pray,
amen.
; with tonnes of love
